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Lucky #11

2011-03-26T20:40:00.003+03:00

The #11 became my lucky number when I was 5 years old. I was attending Sunday school on Easter Sunday at the local Salvation Army church (before I was put in foster care) and the teacher was giving away a rabbit and we had to guess the number. I didn't know my numbers at all but I said 11 and I won the rabbit. A couple years later I also won a haunted house that our teacher drew (huge 8x4) by

Fear

2011-03-16T03:16:00.003+03:00

Two days ago, while riding the train in a foreign land I encountered a woman who was in awe of me traveling alone in a foreign country to destinations to be determined. As we were talking I expressed to her that I think when we 'fear' things they come to us. I explained how as a 21 year old I hitchiked a good part of the western US.I didn't share this part with her but I had two incidents that

L8 Convention

2011-03-14T04:53:00.003+03:00

My Greatest Shame

2011-02-06T02:16:00.003+03:00

The hardest thing I have ever written but it is time. It was December 1977, I was 13; I believe this incident happened during Christmas break. My brother and I (half-brother, same mother) were out on the ridge tobogganing. We had two hills that we regularly tobogganed on. One we called the toboggan hill and the other was the ridge. (It was three ridges and there was a trail that weaved around

Pink- Dear Mr President - Live

2010-11-30T00:17:00.001+03:00

2010-10-17T01:13:00.000+03:00

R&I - One Week from EA2609 on Vimeo.

The Runaway

2010-06-14T01:20:00.005+03:00

Okay - I realize it has been forever but I am blocked from this site at work and I rarely have access to the internet, but I do for the next 3 weeks or so and I am going to try to take advantange of it.It was the first day of summer and I had been sent out to do some kind of work, whether it was pulling stick tights, clearing the manure pile or whatever I was hating life. This was my first summer

The Long Walk Home

2009-07-07T15:01:00.005+03:00

Late fall or possible Christmas vacation 1980-I thinkI really am not sure exactly when this happened I could have been a sophomore or a junior but as I recall it happened over Christmas vacation of 1980. But there are two things that did happen over Christmas vacation of 1980 that makes me think it was maybe even the year before or year after. What did happen is I went to Canada for a Church

Lunch w/Mom

2009-06-27T14:11:00.006+03:00

1st Semester (10th grade) Late 1980, early 1981My first two hours of school as a sophomore for the first two quarters of the year I was in a career class where I was allowed to work a job and get paid minimum wage and at the same time get credit for the class. I worked at Elrod Elementary as a teacher's aide but ultimately I had wanted to be a Physical Education teacher. So one day I was allowed

The Blue Towel

2009-06-19T09:35:00.003+03:00

Early Summer 1981My sister was going to work for another foster family for the summer- babysitting all of their foster kids and I was working YCC. I had been using the same blue towel since arriving at my new home in May of 1971. Originally all three of us girls used the same blue towel and often times it was soaked by the time the last one us took a shower so it didn't do much good. We all took

Hell or Hypocrites

2009-06-13T16:21:00.002+03:00

Thursday, July 16, 1981Reunion was to begin the next day but I had to work so I wouldn't be going out until Friday evening. Usually everyone showed up around noon on Friday and left around the same time on Sunday. The relatives from Canada, OR, ID, KS and wherever else they may hail from usually stayed for Sunday evening service but some chose to hit the road. This also happens to be my

Cussing

2009-06-03T20:15:00.003+03:00

Late November early December 1981 - Sunday DinnerUsually we ate three squares a day, breakfast, lunch and supper but on Sundays we had breakfast, which was always cocoa-wheats, dinner, which was a feast after attending Sunday school and morning service and then we took naps and then we had popcorn for supper.So we were sitting at the dinner table, I always sat next to Dad who was at one end of

Merry Christmas and Good Riddance

2009-06-01T11:50:00.003+03:00

Monday, December 28, 1981I remember walking into the kitchen toward the dining room and Mom told me to Call Ann and tell her that I am ready to go. Ann was my case worker. I had been in foster care since I was 6 1/2 and I had turned 17 the month before. For 10 1/2 years this was my family. Mom, Dad, their two children who still lived at home even though there son was 23 or so. Three younger

100 Most Beautiful Words

2009-01-29T11:35:00.000+03:00

1 adroit Dexterous, agile. 2 adumbrate To very gently suggest. 3 aestivate To summer, to spend the summer. 4 ailurophile A cat-lover. 5 beatific Befitting an angel or saint. 6 beleaguer To exhaust with attacks. 7 blandiloquent Beautiful and flattering. 8 caliginous Dark and misty. 9 champagne An effervescent wine. 10 chatoyant Like a cat’s eye. 11 chiaroscuro The arrangement of dark and light

An Ode to 2008

2009-01-01T13:41:00.002+03:00

It has been a tough year many will sayThe economy, wars on two fronts, still todayBut we continue on, come what mayI have much to be thankful for, so I prayA prayer for all of us to succeedLet's not ask for more than we needMay the powerful show a little less greedLove for each other should be our creedI thank God for family and friendsTheir love and support never endsFollowing this road as it

ROTFL

2008-12-05T23:14:00.001+03:00

I don't know which one I liked more - Ellen had me Rolling - laughing that stupid laugh I do only when I am alone and well the Prop 8 one - funny clever and a lot truth right there.See more Jack Black videos at Funny or Die

A Weekend To Remember -Part II

2008-12-02T21:04:00.007+03:00

We are sitting on the couch are legs intertwined - I take a drag from my cigarette and watch the smoke ascend toward the ceiling. Laura finishes her drink and sets it down on the coffee table, she begins to crawl toward me, kissing and caressing my legs as she moves closer, my body tingles all over from her touch, I stub out my cigarette and pull her face to mine, we kiss passionately, are

A Weekend To Remember - Part I

2008-11-16T09:28:00.006+03:00

I hadn't been out for I don't know how long - there was a softball tournament in town and I was feeling just a little bit lonely and thought I could probably find someone interesting enough to take home so I dressed up in my usual, jeans and a tank-top, put on some cologne, spiked my hair just a bit, jumped in my convertible and off to the club I went!You can find me at the pool table of any bar

The "Birthday" Party

2008-10-27T06:00:00.007+03:00

It was another slow night at work and it seemed like the girls were up to something. Jessie was flirting with me as usual. She didn't care that I had a girlfriend and my girlfriend, Alisha, didn't care much of the fact that I worked security at a lesbian bar and she liked it even less that we had strippers there. I was little more than a stripper myself, the boss had only hired me for my hard

Have I Told You Lately

2008-09-05T23:49:00.003+03:00

Have I told you latelyHow much I love you,How I miss laying next to you every night,Miss waking up with you every morning,Miss lazing around on a Sunday afternoon!Have I told you latelyHow I love looking into your eyes,You looking back into mine,Knowing everything we have experienced,Peering into our future!Have I told you latelyHow I love your sexy legs,The definition of your calves,The strength

Not My Usual Type Post

2008-08-11T12:48:00.005+03:00

Last night while lying in bed thinking about umm, women, and thinking of posts I've read about hottest women who have played a lesbian and it seems they missed some of the best. Here are four women who have played lesbians - butchy - yet are extremely feminine looking as well. In order of when I saw them.1. Mary Stuart Masterson - "Fried Green Tomatoes"2. Gina Gershon - "Bound"3. Hilary Swank - "

2008-07-05T22:13:00.000+03:00

What Your These Fireworks Say About YouYou are focused, single minded, and intense. You don't let others see your intensity often, and when they do, they are quite surprised.You burn brightly, but you also burn steadily.You have the endurance to get the one thing you desire most.The Fireworks Test

My Personality

2008-06-23T12:22:00.003+03:00

The first one is my supposed personality and the second one I think is even more correct but they both describe me pretty well. Thanks Sheila for the test and the results - U know me as if we have been friends for years! Great Intuition on your part - Have a great day everyone!Portrait of an ISTJ - Introverted Sensing Thinking Judging(Introverted Sensing with Extraverted Thinking)The Duty

FIVE YEARS - PART 5

2008-06-09T10:22:00.003+03:00

I couldn't sleep - my mind wouldn't slow downI tossed and turnedIn anguishFailing miserably on reaching out to herI had too much to loseNow I am really confusedI thought I could trust herJust wanted to waitNow I wasn't sure anymoreEven if I told her just a little bit she might put things togetherThe events following my rape made newsmy rape didn'tI was left out in the coldNo clothes, no shoesLost

FIVE YEARS - PART 4

2008-05-08T12:23:00.002+03:00

After the children are in bed we make our way to the front roomIt was starting to get chilly so I started a fire in the fireplaceQuite cozy really, maybe too cozyWhere was I to begin?She asks me when they were born - saving me from my dilemmaI tell her - I can sense the anger rising in herSo were you pregnant when you left she asked?No and I didn't leave!What you had a one night stand and decided

Accessory or Gadget

2008-03-31T11:37:00.002+03:00

What is the difference between an accessory and a gadget? I believe the answer lies within who you are asking and specifically - which gender. I use the word gender because in the definition of the word I identify more as a male than a female even though I have the anatomy of a woman.Female definition- Accessory - a necessity - purses, shoes, hats and jewelry - these are the main

What a Difference A Day Makes

2007-12-29T02:39:00.000+03:00

I woke up in Dubai on the morning of the 23rd of December - it was about 65 degrees - Missed my flight out of Amsterdam so I didn't arrive into SLC until Christmas Eve! I have some video of me shoveling snow but I had too much and I didn't take the time to minimize it more - I had a great vacation though - posting this way late because I just chilled on my vacation and as soon as I returned I was

The Crumpled Paper

2007-12-09T03:39:00.000+03:00

This is an attempt to rewrite something I wrote 13 years ago. I don't have the paper in front of me and I have no idea if I still have it somewhere or not but I remember vividly what I was doing when it came to me in my head. I was driving back from CO after getting into an argument w/a friend who I liked and she felt the same way but she was scared of "it". She would come to my bed only when she

FIVE YEARS - PART 3

2007-12-04T05:18:00.001+03:00

What we had fought about that night I don't even remember.I remember at the time though that when I left we were both crying.We didn't fight often but when we did it was a doozy!Making up was even better.I was on my way home when the truck cut out on me.Wouldn't you know I left my cell at home in my anguish.Now what?I started walking along the highway to get help.A police cruiser pulls upI wasn't

meme meme meme

2007-11-25T04:48:00.000+03:00

You Are CometA total daredevil, you're the reindeer with an edge!Why You're Naughty: You almost gave Santa a heart attack when you took him sky divingWhy You're Nice: You always make sure the sleigh is going warp speedWhich of Santa's Reindeer Are You?You Have Many Alpha TendenciesYou're not a total alpha female, but you certainly know how to - and like to - get your way.You're forceful without

Geography Test

2007-11-21T22:48:00.000+03:00

You Know Your StatesYou got 10/10 correct.You've got a pretty good handle on US geography.There's a good chance you've visited at least a dozen of the fifty states.How Well Do You Know Your States?

Sorry

2007-11-20T01:17:00.000+03:00

Sorry isn't good enough, time 4 me 2 get tough1 of u liked it rough, another liked it off the cuff!Why did I ever go there, lesbians all - please beware,Don't ever bother 2 care, 4 them str8 bitches don't u dare!Where now do I turn, a relationship I don't yearn,B cuz I did learn, I will only feel the burn!One didn't remember a date, another always was running late,Another used me as bait, another

Picture Comparison

2007-11-17T00:27:00.000+03:00

The picture on top was taken about an hour ago - at 11:30 pm on my birthday (43). I was born at 11:30 at night so I figured it was a good time to take it even though I am 10 time zones ahead of when I was actually born. The picture on bottom was taken after I returned from vacation in early August!Now looking at them I can understand why people think I am mean. Yes I was doing work that takes

Happy Birthday 2 me!

2007-11-16T03:22:00.000+03:00

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night?Rafael2. What were you doing at 0800?Watching a movie before going to sleep3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?Someone sang happy birthday to me in Spanish4. What happened to you in 2006?broke up - got back 2gether(50x) mess, drama5. What was the last thing you said out loud?I feel Older6. How many beverages did you have today?2 coffees, 5 dews,

Thank You Lord

2007-11-16T02:43:00.000+03:00

Thank you Lord for blessing me each and every day!Thank you Lord for teaching me how to live the right way!Thank you Lord for bringing me up, learning how to pray!Thank you Lord for giving me a little time to play!Thank you Lord for the gift of learning how to read!Thank you Lord for showing me the importance of a good deed!Thank you Lord for your word and sowing the seed!Thank you Lord for dying

NOW WHAT?

2007-11-12T13:07:00.000+03:00

I no longer have a job - even tho' I still get paid.Hide out in Brazil awhile and enjoy getting laid!Take a trip down under - that was my plan all along.Enjoy a little R & R - maybe go back to Patong!So if you do not hear from me don't be alarmed.I am not in Iraq anymore - and I'm not being harmed!I've set my sights on Brazil in the coming Spring.Where on the beach I lay and play and listen to

Personal DNA test

2007-10-30T07:42:00.000+03:00

Free-Wheeling Leader

Five Years - Continued

2007-10-05T09:27:00.000+03:00

I hear the doorbell, my heart is pounding,She came after all - I wasn't sure she wouldFive years is a long time and a lot has changedShe probably wants answers more than anythingI'm not sure this was such a good idea,Hopefully she won't ask too many questionsNot in front of the children - my children!I open up the doorHer blue eyes are so intense, serious, questioningShe has a look of anger and

Parenting, Dating & Gender Tests

2007-10-04T09:59:00.000+03:00

You Will Be a Cool ParentYou seem to naturally know a lot about parenting, and you know what kids need.You can tell when it's time to let kids off the hook, and when it's time to lay down the law.While your parenting is modern and hip, it's not over the top.You know that there's nothing cool about a parent who acts like a teenager... or a drill sergeant!Would You Be a Cool Parent?You Date Like a

Health Care Reform

2007-09-26T02:27:00.000+04:00

The other morning I was listening to Hillary Clinton talk about her health care plan and I remember when she tried to push it through in the early year's of President Clinton's administration. Today I was reading how Mrs. Edwards was stating that she is using John's plan and how Hillary gave up so easily on the effort back in '93 or '94. I have always felt that we need a national health care

Marriage - Religion & The Law

2007-09-08T03:41:00.000+04:00

THE GREAT DEBATEFor many years now the debate over the "right to marry" has been a hot topic for politicians, religious leaders, the ACLU and GLBT advocates. It seems that most of the liberals who speak on it are weak in their arguments. Many don't seem to have the passion that the religious right do - so I, who considers myself a "conservative liberal", am go to expound on it to the best of my

The Tree, The Leaf, The Wind

2007-09-03T04:38:00.000+04:00

I have been hanging on for far too long, Two autumn seasons have come and gone,I have this yearning to fall from the tree, May the wind blow me for eternity,And the breeze that blows me be my song!Why I struggle to hold on I don't know,It isn't worth the pain and woe,Maybe because I feel the tree is my source of life,Could be that I like the strife,Then these could just be the seeds I sow!By this

NOT ANOTHER ONE! OR 2

2007-06-22T10:00:00.000+04:00

Your Brain is 40% Female, 60% MaleYou have a total boy brainLogical and detailed, you tend to look at the factsAnd while your emotions do sway you sometimes...You never like to get feelings too involvedWhat Gender Is Your Brain?You Are the Super EgoWhile some people may think first and act later... you often don't act at all.You rather be safe than sorry, and you take ethics pretty seriously.Like

STATE

2007-06-18T02:04:00.000+04:00

My heart is emptyMy soul is dryMy body tiredMy mind wasted

FIVE YEARS

2007-06-13T20:20:00.000+04:00

I swing open the door and I see hershe is reading a story to my childrenthey are so engrossed in the story they don't look upI go to the counter and ask for a cold waterI have been out horseback ridingand have worked up quite a sweatShe has me intrigued, mesmerizedI know her, I know her wellMy children are as enchanted by her as I I want her to see mebut I don't want to interrupt herI take a

AND I AM

2007-03-15T22:11:00.000+03:00

You Should Be A ScorpioWhat's good about you: intense and energetic, you can easily transform the vibe of a roomWhat's bad about you: if someone rubs you the wrong way, you'll sting them!In love: you experience very strong feelings - both passion and jealousyIn friendship, you're: likely to demand loyalty and dump friends who don't provide itYour ideal job: circus performer, hypnotist, or

Trivia Tuesday

2007-02-27T14:01:00.000+03:00

Months that begin on a Monday will always have a Friday the 13th.In Albania - it is against the law for two people of the same sex to share a bed!Pigeons are the only bird who do not have to raise their head to swallow.Bluebirds can't see the color blue - in fact the Owl is the only bird that can!Condors can fly for 10 miles without flapping their wings.A penguin is the only bird that walks

My Favorite Dance

2007-02-24T17:14:00.002+03:00

I am mesmerized by her movement,she is such a tease, all the girls looking at her,wanting her. She is hot - but can she handle this,tonight I'm packing and am looking for some rough sex.She is so petite,but looks eager to please,Standing by the dance floor rail,I down my shot.Our eyes meet,she is hungry for it,I will bury all 9" in her,I want to hear her scream in ecstasy!She starts grinding w/

I Don't Love Her

2007-02-16T13:23:00.000+03:00

I don't love her for her smile,I don't love her for her laughter,I don't love her for her body,I love her for her!I don't love her for her talents,I don't love her for her mind,I don't love her for her strengths,I love her for her!I don't love her for her dreams,I don't love her for her past,I don't love her for her stories,I love her for her!I don't love her for her friends,I don't love her for

Deadly Critterz

2007-02-13T19:10:00.000+03:00

BLUE-RINGED OCTOPUS - ONE BITE OR SQUIRT - DEATH IN MINUTESSEA WASP - ONE STING - DEATH IN FOUR MINUTESTAIPAN SNAKE - 180X DEADLIER THAN THE KING COBRATIGER SNAKE - DEATH IN 12 HOURS (ANTIDOTE MUST BE USED WITHIN 30 MINUTES TO BE EFFECTIVE)FUNNEL-WEB SPIDER - KILLS HUMANS WITHIN 15 MINUTESCONUS TEXTILE SHELLS - KILLS WITHIN MINUTESIRUKANDJI JELLYFISH - CAUSES HEART ATTACK - HUMAN THEN

Life & Love

2007-02-13T14:56:00.000+03:00

a baby is born,fresh, clean, newcurious, wondermentlittle hands, little feeteyes twinklingA bud appears on a treeIt is springrain permeates the airfeeds the treegreen, new growthbaby becomes a toddler2 soon 4 mostquestioning, eager, learningloving, kind, gentleexperiments, pains & hurtsspring becomes summerhot, joyful, loudlong days, short nightsplaytime, bbq's, familyviolent storms, lightning &

Trivia Tuesday

2007-02-06T15:14:00.000+03:00

Great Danes come from Germany, not Denmark.Koala bears aren't bears but Marsupials.Mountain Goats aren't goats but actually antelope.Fireflies are beetles, not flies.Prairie Dogs are rodents, not dogs.Nearly all polar bears are left handed.The elephant is the only animal with four knees.The armadillo can catch leprosy.The cat is not referenced in the Bible.Giraffes can go longer without water

Useless Information - Words

2007-02-01T16:19:00.000+03:00

My mind is full of this stuff and it annoys most people to no end but I enjoy knowledge whether it is useful or not. I guess it can come in useful if you are ever on Jeopardy or Who Wants To Be A Millionaire. So this may come in handy for some. Every Tuesday I will try to post Useless Information. Even though today is Thursday. Tuesday's on this site will now be known as "Trivia

My fine is 665.10

2007-01-27T08:31:00.000+03:00

Take this short quiz - add up your $ amount and post it on you blog as a fine. I think I am pretty tame by most accounts. Post a comment so I can visit your site and see your score - the voyeur in me I guess. Later, gators!Smoked pot — $10Did acid — $5Ever had sex at church — $25Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you — $40Had sex with someone on MySpace — $25Had

Lost in Love

2007-01-21T12:15:00.000+03:00

Today is the day my true-love has gone away.Will I see her again or is this time to mend?I will love her forever - never look at another,If it is God's will - then may her heart be still!So she can hear His voice, and we can both rejoice,For my love is pure and I know we could endure!I can only be with her if she is 100% sure,So I might have to wait - Sita, it will never be too late!No one knows

Last Post of the Year

2006-12-31T14:16:00.000+03:00

Good day to Everyone!This is my 2nd post of the day but I wanted anyone who comes across my blog to know that I have tried to make it a little easier by labeling my posts. I am still learning - even tho it has been more than a year - and there are still things I want 2 do - like add 2 my blogroll. If you would like me 2 check out your site please leave a comment. I have about 10 different

Chance or Circumstance

2006-12-31T09:44:00.001+03:00

Fantasy!Did you just happen to stop in here by chance?Or were u fully aware of the circumstance!I know me being here has made headline news.And I don't c u as the type in a bar 2 cruise!It seems a lifetime ago that I was with you.But fresh in my memory is the taste of your dew!Do I want 2 walk over and make a fool of myself?Or do I hide in this corner like Santa's elf?You would think confidence

Just What I Thought

2006-12-29T14:13:00.001+03:00

You Should Get a JD (Juris Doctor)You're logical, driven, and ruthless.You'd make a mighty fine lawyer.What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

Aching

2006-12-24T10:29:00.000+03:00

I can't even express my aching to UYou don't want to hear it - U said we r thruEach moment 2day I have fought back my tearsI lay in bed each night - U know my fearsLast night U wanted 2 confide in meBut U said U couldn't because I wasn't readyMaybe 2 hear that U moved on to anotherIs just what I need - so in my sorrow i don't smotherIf it is that i could understandI need 2 know - is it U just

Religious symbolism

2006-12-20T12:50:00.000+03:00

Religious symbolism of The Twelve Days of Christmas (The 12 Days of Christmas)1 True Love refers to God2 Turtle Doves refers to the Old and New Testaments3 French Hens refers to Faith, Hope and Charity, the Theological Virtues4 Calling Birds refers to the Four Gospels and/or the Four Evangelists5 Golden Rings refers to the first Five Books of the Old Testament, the "Pentateuch", which gives the

On the Dot!

2006-12-16T14:52:00.000+03:00

Wow! Does this ever fit. It is funny because she calls me a fool all the time. But reading what the fool is doesn't sound all that bad and a lot of it is true. I haven't found my place and I am a wanderer.You Are The FoolYou are a fascinating person who is way beyond the concerns of this world.Young at heart, you are blissfully unaware of any dangers ahead.You are a true wanderer - it has be

Missing You

2006-12-12T09:51:00.000+03:00

I am sorry that we had words this morning and I really wish I could talk to you. I understand you are mad and have every right to be. I know you like to keep private things private so I will respect that - I just needed to let you know - even though you may not read this for weeks or ever maybe - that I really wish I could talk to you right now - about silly stuff or things I just read,

Have u ever?

2006-12-04T15:41:00.000+03:00

So here's the deal, you're supposed to take this list and BOLD only the things you've done.01. Bought everyone in the bar a drink02. Swam with wild dolphins03. Climbed a mountain04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive05. Been inside the Great Pyramid06. Held a tarantula07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone 08. Said I love you and meant it 09. Hugged a tree 10. Bungee jumped11. Visited Paris12.

#1 Songs on my Birthday

2006-12-03T11:05:00.000+03:00

1964 - Baby Love - The Supremes1965 - I Hear A Symphony - The Supremes1966 - You Keep Me Hangin’ On - The Supremes1967 - To Sir With Love – Lulu1968 - Hey Jude - The Beatles1969 - Wedding Bell Blues - The 5th Dimension1970 - I Think I Love You - The Partridge Family1971 - Theme From Shaft - Isaac Hayes1972 - I Can See Clearly Now - Johnny Nash1973 - Keep On Truckin’ - Eddie

2006-10-31T11:22:00.000+03:00

I took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!"Wants interesting and exciting things to happen. A..."Click here to read the rest of the results.

Heart, Mind, Body & Soul

2006-10-30T13:25:00.000+03:00

My heart bleeds from the wounds it's enduredMy heart aches from the pain and the lossMy mind races from one scenario to anotherMy mind remembers that it cannot trustMy body reacts to what it feelsMy body betrays my inner most wantsMy soul forgives and wants to be freeMy soul lives with everything for eternityMy heart has been woundedMy mind has been corruptedMy body has been scarredMy soul endures

My Soul

2006-10-20T15:09:00.000+03:00

What Your Soul Really Looks LikeYou are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort.You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.Your near

Another Quiz

2006-09-28T16:29:00.000+04:00

Your Personality IsArtisan (SP)You are both grounded and flexible. You adapt well to new situations. You are playful and free spirited - but you are also dependable and never flaky.You don't do well in conservative, stuffy situations.It's probably very hard for you to keep a normal job or stay in school.You are always up for fun and adventure. Most people are too boring for you.You take risks and

The Prayer

2006-09-27T09:34:00.001+04:00

This road seems so long, yet before I know it another day is gone.Time to relax and get some sleep, but for some reason it is never deep!I wake when I hear the smallest sound, I wake when she is nowhere to be found.I wake up from a bad dream, I wake up in my silent scream.Get ready for another day, kneel on the floor and quickly pray.Thank You Jesus for your love, please watch over me from above?

Okay - so I'm bored

2006-09-21T12:43:00.000+04:00

The two-foot long bird called a Kea that lives in New Zealand likes to eat the strips of rubber around car windows!Most lipstick contains fish scales!Skepticisms is the longest word that alternates hands when typing!One ragweed plant can release as many as one billion grains of pollen!It's illegal to drink beer out of a bucket while you're sitting on a curb in St. Louis! The first product to have

Odd, Weird, Strange & Bizarre

2006-09-20T15:37:00.000+04:00

Pacific Grove, California- It causes a misdemeanor if you kill or threaten a butterfly Ventura County, California- Cats or dogs can't have sex without a permit. Sarasota, Florida- It is illegal to wear swimwear while singing a public place. Chicago, Illinois- A hat pin is considered a concealed weapon. Michigan- It is illegal for a woman to cut her hair without her husband's consent. Minnesota-

A Planet That Is No More

2006-09-16T14:19:00.000+04:00

You Are From PlutoYou are a dark, mysterious soul, full of magic and the secrets of the universe.You can get the scoop on anything, but you keep your own secrets locked in your heart.You love change and you use it to your advantage, whether by choice or chance.You don't like to compromise, to the point of being self-destructive with your stubborness.Live life with love, and your deep powers will

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2006-09-14T15:20:00.000+04:00

You Should Drive a Saturn SkyYou're sleek and smooth, and you need a car to match your hot persona.Besides, sometimes you want your top up - and sometimes you want it down.What'>http://www.blogthings.com/what2007carshouldyoudrivequiz/">What 2007 Car Should You Drive?

2006-09-13T14:58:00.000+04:00

This is a tale of two lesbians, one of them butch the other one femme,One was married the other lived in sin, one was sober the other liked the gin!Many will say their souls they did sell, from God's grace that they fell,Now they're going straight to hell, Judgmental "Christians" I do tell!Back to the story at hand, the femme woman owned a lot of land,Not far from the beach with black sand, the

Questions of Love?

2006-09-03T11:41:00.000+04:00

Is it love if you let them cheat on you? Is it love if you let them beat on you?Is it love if they lie to you? Is it love if they spy on you?Is it love if you use them for their money? Is it love if you use them for honey?Is it love if you always want more? Is it love if you always try to even the score?Is it love if you argue every night? Is it love if you make up after the fight?Is it love if

Interesting Little Tidbit

2006-09-02T12:05:00.000+04:00

http://www.paulsadowski.org/BirthData.aspThis link will take you to a site that tells you about your birthdate and name working w/numbers. Numerology u mite say! Things are good 4 anyone who wants 2 no. Not much going on in this part of the world. People getting blowing up by the dozens - same shit different day. I had a wonderful time last night with my roommate. I even sang 2 her. She can sing

HiddenSecrets

2006-07-31T11:58:00.000+04:00

ASPARNIDLY

REVEALING SECRETS

2006-07-20T12:34:00.000+04:00

It was a good thing that I had made all the preparations for Sunday dinner before going to church because today it seemed that everyone wanted to say hi to me. I think this is just another way that God works in our lives. Before going to church this morning I was feeling isolated and alone and the Lord used the congregation to ensure that I didn't become a lost sheep with all my paranoia.Sissy

Back Up Plan

2006-07-17T08:03:00.000+04:00

Let's get one thing straight, this is something that I ain't,Can't change my color with some paint, don't live the life of a Saint,The truth I can handle I won't faint!So don't think of me as a back up plan, just in case you can't find a man,I may seem like your #1 fan, Make you feel good - that I can,All you have to do is reach out your hand!I will only take so much more, then I will head out

I Bangs Her Alright!

2006-07-16T14:35:00.000+04:00

Your Outrageous Name is:Betty BangzerOutrageous Name Generator

2006-07-15T09:10:00.000+04:00

This had me ROTFL so I just wanted 2 share w/all of those who just want a laugh.

LEFT

2006-07-13T13:57:00.000+04:00

The wind is starting to kick up outside, it is a cold November night. Unusually cold for the late fall. The leaves have all fallen off the trees, the snow hasn't melted off the ground from the storm that came in three days ago. The temperature hasn't gotten above 17 degrees fahrenheit since Thanksgiving. I desperately need sleep but something is troubling my mind. I look over at the clock on the

Gone Away

2006-07-11T09:59:00.000+04:00

I can't believe she's gone again, have I committed such a grievous sin?Sit here wondering what could have been, as I pour myself another tonic & gin!I know I made mistakes along the way, with another woman I did stray,but in my mind it was next to her I lay, ask God for strength when I pray.One more chance is all I ask, but forgiveness is not a simple task.She thinks my repentance is just a mask,

How much I am "not" worth

2006-06-28T16:42:00.000+04:00

I am worth $1,493,040 on HumanForSale.com

THE X

2006-06-20T10:03:00.000+04:00

I am writing this 4 my X, the one who said I was no good at Sex,the one who lives in the state of Tex, she cursed me w/a voodoo hex.We were acaquaintances for several years, hanging out we had a lot of cheers,but her infidelity brought me to tears, with a drunk who drank 2 many beers.I know she knows just how it felt, when she said her new love made her heart melt,Cried out to God in my agony as

Sita

2006-06-16T09:25:00.000+04:00

This is a tale about a "not" se·ño·ri·ta, who I fondly refer to as, "my Sita",A girl that I would like 2 meet ya, but hands off playa she is my Bonita.She hails from all over the map, and I love it when she sits on my lap,Every morning she drinks a vanilla Frap, and she is constantly giving me crap!But I still adore her self-conscious ass, She is such a kind and sexy lass,I know as a child she

Undercover Lover

2006-06-14T07:37:00.000+04:00

U say u don't want to b my lover, u say there isn't anyone other,but I caught u under the cover, with another dark-skinned brother!Last weekend I went undercover, I saw u w/your brand new lover,Different from the dark-skinned brother, on the dance floor u did smother.When we were together u said u had no other, but I on the other hand had many a lover,Made love to them under cover, I even made

Don't Hate, Masturbate!

2006-06-04T13:03:00.000+04:00

I am so tired of all this political shit! You Judge my life as if on the throne of God you sit!Make amendments to limit my rights, It makes me want to knock out your lights!You've commited adultery, cheated and stole, and for me you want the bell to toll?Corruption abounds in both senate and house, It's the elephant stepping on the mouse.What do you know of right or wrong, As you continue your

Let It Out

2006-06-01T15:52:00.000+04:00

I'm Over it, Time 2 let it go! I didn't need this shit 2 start w/so I'm letting it flow!Time to relax, Don't worry about shit!Get on w/my life, enjoy, kick back and don't worry 1 bit!So she moved on, It ain't nothin' new!Got 2 set them free, Don't worry whether they have another boo!Do what you do, and I will do me!Spend some time apart, you & me so you know that you're truly free!Vacation time,

Anticipation

2006-05-31T15:06:00.001+04:00

She says that we need to talk,My heart tells me this isn't good!It may be what is best for us,But I know I will cry when she gives me the low down.Since I have returned it's been nothing but bad,When I was gone she was always sad.She gives me such confusing messages,I don't know what to do, to say, I'm lost!It has been strained at best,And yet, we have had our intimate moments.I need to stop it

I'm Actually the Baby!

2006-05-30T15:33:00.000+04:00

You Are Likely a First BornAt your darkest moments, you feel guilty.At work and school, you do best when you're researching.When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often.In friendship, you are considerate and compromising.Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking.You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching

2 Much Time On My Hands (or knees)

2006-05-30T15:30:00.000+04:00

Your Personality Is Like EcstasyYou're usually feeling the love for the world around you - you want to hug everyone.And while you're usually content to sit back and view the world with wonder...Sometimes you're world becomes very overwhelming and a little scary.What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

Shout out 2 my Girl

2006-05-30T15:24:00.000+04:00

You Belong in 1972If you scored...1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all!1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a

Reality Sets In

2006-05-30T10:49:00.001+04:00

The reality has finally hit,I ain't ready for no relationship!I need to work on me,After that it is wait & see.It ain't like I can't commit,Emotionally I just can't take this shit!This indecision has me crazy,Why do I even let it faze me?Why give chase and then change your mind?Did you think true love you might find?If you ain't ready then set me free,I am so ready to just let it be!Don't get me

No More Tears!

2006-05-29T17:31:00.000+04:00

The time has come for me to set you free,You will be back if it was meant to be,But if you do decide to return to me,Know that what you get is what you see.Whatever you decide, pick your route,Do what you do and put out your shout,If you decide you need to move out,Be my guest, I won't pout.I know the timing for us was bad,Letting you go makes me sad,But if it will make you happy than I am glad,

4 Kicks

2006-05-29T12:03:00.000+04:00

Whatzup! Who R U? admirer, adult, aggressive, babe, bent, blessed, blonde, bottom, butch, confused, creative, dominant, dyke, eclectic, FTF, female-born, female-souled, freak, GLBT, gay, gender defender, gender deviant, gentlewoman, happy, hippychick, homosexual, human, kinky, LGBT, lesbian, lost, loving, master, multifacetted, myself, not sure of myself, open,

This is good

2006-05-26T14:44:00.000+04:00

Your Mood Ring is Blue-GreenInner emotions chargedYet, somewhat relaxedMood Ring GeneratorWell I hope this works again when I post it. I did this once before and it was right on and here it is again, right on! This will creep me out if it is right on the third time. I will try back in another month or so.June's Motto - Clean Out My Closet - Thanks Eminem!

The Difference

2006-05-24T09:03:00.000+04:00

She walked into the crowded room and suddenly I saw only her.She introduced herself with a sparkling smile and I was blinded.She was the center of attention as if she were the main event.She is the appetizer, main course, dessert and the ala mode to me.She is so kind and considerate and that has softened me.She is honest about who she is and it has shown me who I am.She communicates very well

Do You, Have You?

2006-04-26T11:01:00.000+04:00

Do you know the pain you've caused?Has your heart ever been paused?Have you ever loved another?Have you ever loved a brother?Do you think it is all a game?Do you treat each trick the same?Have you really done all you say?Have you ever had to pay?Do you think they all want you?Do you like women who cling like glue?Have you ever fucked a toe?Have you ever been turned down by a ho?Do you like to

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Fear

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My Greatest Shame

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The Runaway

The Long Walk Home

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The Blue Towel

Hell or Hypocrites

Cussing

Merry Christmas and Good Riddance

100 Most Beautiful Words

An Ode to 2008

ROTFL

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The "Birthday" Party

Have I Told You Lately

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My Personality

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FIVE YEARS - PART 3

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Sorry

Picture Comparison

Happy Birthday 2 me!

Thank You Lord

NOW WHAT?

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Five Years - Continued

Parenting, Dating & Gender Tests

Health Care Reform

Marriage - Religion & The Law

The Tree, The Leaf, The Wind

NOT ANOTHER ONE! OR 2

STATE

FIVE YEARS

AND I AM

Trivia Tuesday

My Favorite Dance

I Don't Love Her

Deadly Critterz

Life & Love

Trivia Tuesday

Useless Information - Words

My fine is 665.10

Lost in Love

Last Post of the Year

Chance or Circumstance

Just What I Thought

Aching

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On the Dot!

Missing You

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Have u ever?

#1 Songs on my Birthday

Heart, Mind, Body & Soul

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The Prayer

Okay - so I'm bored

Odd, Weird, Strange & Bizarre

A Planet That Is No More

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Questions of Love?

Interesting Little Tidbit

HiddenSecrets

REVEALING SECRETS

Back Up Plan

I Bangs Her Alright!

LEFT

Gone Away