Back Up Plan

Let's get one thing straight, this is something that I ain't,
Can't change my color with some paint, don't live the life of a Saint,
The truth I can handle I won't faint!

So don't think of me as a back up plan, just in case you can't find a man,
I may seem like your #1 fan, Make you feel good - that I can,
All you have to do is reach out your hand!

I will only take so much more, then I will head out the door,
not so I can even the score, but because there is so much more,
And I don't want to become a bore!

Your back up plan I won't be, in the near future you will see,
That I am willing to set you free, Keeping it real - that is me,
We both know I will never be a he!

So go ahead and do your thing, happiness it just might bring,
I won't be anyone's fling, Set me free with a broken wing,
In our future I hoped to see a ring!

Is what we have a disgrace, why did I get caught up in this rat-race,
Why do I keep giving chase, is sex to you always so base,
does it matter whether I wear leather or lace?

Where do I go from here? Why do you have so much fear?
When I am away you want me near, when I return you cheer,
When I tell you what I want, you don't want to hear!

So life must go on, Will I see her in the dawn?
Will we have a home with a lawn? Or is this all just a con?
I am dedicating this to Ms. Vaughan!