Aching

I can't even express my aching to U
You don't want to hear it - U said we r thru

Each moment 2day I have fought back my tears
I lay in bed each night - U know my fears

Last night U wanted 2 confide in me
But U said U couldn't because I wasn't ready

Maybe 2 hear that U moved on to another
Is just what I need - so in my sorrow i don't smother

If it is that i could understand
I need 2 know - is it U just want a man

But if isn't that then why not give us a try
I need 2 know the whole truth - anything less is a lie

I know we r different that is part of the attraction
But I can only b me - I can't share even a fraction

Sometimes I want to say, LET'S - with no strings attached
But I love U 2 much - my heart U have snatched

But now it has been discarded - like it was trash
No blood left to bleed it - I just want 2 crash

Wake up 2morrow far away from here
Start afresh, like the spring or the coming new year

Even though we fall asleep side by side
This break-up has hurt more than just my pride

You're right when U say I need 2 just let it go
But I am not in the Christmas spirit - I just don't know!