Half-past Nine

This is one of those days where I feel like I could sleep forever, or at least until 9:30. Time is going by so slow but life is flying by - how does this work? Do you play Scrabble? My mind is feeling a little like that. I know that there are so many words I can make with the letters I have, it is like I am loaded with E's, S's, T's, R's, A's, and I can only come up with rest. That is what I need - A REST. Do you ever STARE at one point until it is like nothing is there. I did that once and I seriously went to another level of being. My lover was there and freaked out, got my best friend and he freaked out and after I ran around hiding - from who, what? I came back like nothing happened. My eyes still freaked them out. I went to see the Chaplain - thought I was lying. Or crazy? Never went back to him - and definitely not to church services. It isn't nice when you aren't believed for some crazy experience you had. What are my RATES? What does that mean. You must be mistaking me for my mother or grandmother. Maybe we all have a price! Matthew Shepherd & Tina Brandon paid the ultimate price - just because they existed. Where is the love, forgiveness, understanding, acceptance that Jesus displayed? What about Matthew 7:1? The Decalogue? The Constitution? Let's make another amendment to take away rights from people who are different then we - The Republican. Hey I voted Republican once - I only voted once. Good thing the Democrat won. It will ruin the sanctity of marriage!! Yeah right! What sanctity? You get paper for one year, silver for 25, you won't make 50 so forget the GOLD - if you take the L out you still have God! L could be for love, lust, locofoco - see the bonus on the last DVD of season 2 of, "The L Word". This year was a lot better than last. But yeah, Betty gotta go - can I have an Amen!! Amen. I need to drink more water. What a wonderful drink - water - I hate it - but it is good for you health - ugh - Too bad Mountain Dew wasn't good for my body. If any one understands this, go to see a Doctor immediately - you have issues. Don't go to a the rapist. Who came up with that word - talk 'bout absurd! I love words and numbers - freak! I like to babble, play scrabble, dabble on the tabble-ain't that fabble -what a rabble-mabble. Like that song we sang as children - u remember! Banana fana fo fana de di do dana, me mi mo mana-banana. It wasn't that but u get it! The Ketchup song - you heard of that - crazy name! As you can tell I have nothing but time. Am I in Prison? Housewife? (oooh!) Deadbeat Dad? Unemployed? Iraq? Vacation? On the Job? Wouldn't this be a great job - just to sit at a computer and type your thoughts - no rhyme or reason to them - no meaning - no follow through - just meander wherever thy little mind taketh thee. Anyone want to hire me to write meaningless or maybe just coded messages. Must be unemployed! I could be at this for 9 1/2 hours. I never saw that movie- 9 1/2 weeks - sad - What a Wonderful Life - I could try to do that Ellen Sctick - She is fun-ny! Funny Girl - I love you. Well I really need to get back to work - I have some reports due in 1 hour. Have a wonderful day!!