Wow, so much emotion, so much commotion.
I had a notion, don't put on that lotion.
Life is rough - like the ocean.
What I heard last night, nothing to fight.
Turn off the light, as I analyze my plight.
Woke up this morning - what an unGodly sight.
Get if off the mind, U would think I was blind.
What I need to find, isn't someone who's kind.
but someone to fuck - just a bump & grind.
What I need, smoke some weed.
don't plant that seed, too much greed.
I need to live life - by my own creed.
Fuck them b4 u get fucked!
Stop b4 u get sucked - in
to the game, lying, cheating,
hurting, crying, wanting, leaving,
loving, learning- causing pain & grief!
Day is slow, not in my flow.
I've lost that glow, I don't know.
Where to go from here - don't like to feel this low!
I keep asking myself Why? Don't cry,
You gave it a try, heave a deep sigh.
What I won't do is live a lie.
Now to the other part that is on my brain,
I think she is trying to drive me insane,
With her blog she plays this game
Saying, "I bet she forgot my name".
Blue-eyed beauty u say,
Congratulations, u deserve this day.
Don't let this one slip away!
I'm not coming back that way.
What I want will never be,
So I will live alone, until eternity!
What came around you can plainly see,
Is what I sent out - where's my dignity?
I won't put myself through it again,
Done, enough, Drink some gin!
Can't wonder what might have been!
Why do I continue to commit the same sin!
Want to run far away,
Disappear for a day!
What is with these games we play?
Fuck relationships - especially if you're gay!
Does love ever last a lifetime anymore?
Each partner seems to keep score.
What happened for rich & poor?
Let's just boot you out the door!
The words aren't flowing.
but the tears are showing.
A week ago I was glowing.
Now I'm sowing!
Sowing What, you ask.
Indiscretions of my past.
I knew it wouldn't last!
But I had a blast!
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